Spiritual Consultant Erin Renee
Hope this finds you all in good health. Getting around on a cane now not so bad. Change is coming but not as most see it people who are ready to embrace it will have little or n trouble. if you look at the mayan calender it takes up just a little bit of time, the world didn't start there nor will it end.
We will be going in to the time of enlightenment. When those who are ready will have the ability to access more of there minds. Abilities to use what people sometimes call gifts shall be come everyday ways As long as man teaches the way to use them we will reach a golden age of Peace.
Not everyone will be able to continue to the next step for greed and things like it will keep many from going through the hoop. I have given much thought to this and get to a alter state of mind channeling if you wish to call it. If you wish to go on you must learn to value things that money can't buy. What are these things you might ask. In your heart of hearts we all know, this means you must find balance. We did not get to this place all at once, so it will take time to change. Yes thing are getting warmer and we may have made it happen faster then last time but this is a cycle of the Earth Mother don't go killing your self trying to change it all at once.
You can not save everything for it has a time and place so do not be come a hoarder. some things must die so others may take there place. think about it no more nuc energy lets use what we have properly. More latter Love Chief
The only thing I would totally require in working with you.. is that you drop the past ideas of nothing working for you.
I have an extremely strong feeling that you built a core belief for yourself that is not helping you move forward. Now, you could most likely argue with me till we are both blue in the face.. but the fact of any life matter is that WE create our WORLD and our CIRCUMSTANCES.
So when you have spent years and years looking outside of yourself and feeling like you have been let down by all the energies around you, the next place to look for answers is within. And begin to place the blame where it belongs. I know that sounds harsh. But I had to do it too.. I had to work through my beliefs that came in from life after life.. I even have to work with my asthma because I know it came from a death in a past life and I have to continually talk myself out of the attack with reassurance that this is not from this life.. but an imprint of the other life where I was shot through the lung.
I am not going to make you look at the bad stuff in your life.. but we have to explore why you have created your blocks.. or why you are creating the circumstance that your work is being stolen, or the belief that you are a victim of this life. That is where it all needs to change. The very core of all of this.. including the spirit intrusion is that you allow beings to bug you. Like you believe that it is ok for them to be there.. and this has to come from somewhere in your core beliefs where you feel you have no control and you cannot get control.
So your life theme is all about who has control where.. and it seems to be a struggle. I think if we work on LOVE. The feeling of love and the confidence in love.. there will be a massive healing in you. Because there are just two emotions that drive human beings.. and that is love and fear. Everything we DO is based on love and fear. So what if we dropped all the other Happy Crap and shot right for the heart of the matter and went for confidence love in the self and walking with the light of home? If I completely simplify this whole thing, it may go straight there.. and a whole healing will work.
Look, you cannot place the blame of nothing working on yourself. Because the self HAS to drive forward. And When you are the one responsible for your stagnation, the convenient scape goat of the outer beings not helping you will not be there.. only the self can take the blame and the self will have to pick itself up and keep going.
You are just as special as those angels you look outside of yourself at. You in fact are MORE special than they are.. because they cannot come here and play out these dramas.. they are in wonderment of us, they are jealous of us, if you could call it that.. that is why they stick close.. but they cannot totally open doors for you.. They can show you the handle and guide you there.. but you have to turn the knob.
So do you see? If you could place the wonderment and awe on yourself as you do the angelic realm, you would know that you could do anything. That you are unstoppable. When that veil lifts and you truly see the higher you as opposed to the lower being on earth, you would cry at the gloriousness of the self and what you actually have already accomplished on earth and the other side simultaneously.
So basically what I am saying is Lose the the Attitude of Hopelessness.. and realize that as you get up each day and feed that body, you are allowing yourself a new day to find the realization of amazement in you. You Cannot Fail Yourself. So you see, it HAS to WORK!
There is no "yes.. but.." in what I have just stated. You cannot argue with the fact that you will not fail yourself. That idea and reality is completely unavailable to you.
Take care and be well.. Even if we do nothing.. those words I have just typed come straight from the top of all there is. This is one of the Pinnacle Universal Truths. God cannot fail God. You cannot fail and you are never alone.
What we have to DO is get you to innately remember how to use this formula. With the movement of the 5th dimension, We can manifest 10 times faster than in the past. I have done this so many times, I have lost count. It is happening faster and faster.
So the working of spells by a practitioner is not really needed in future times and I am contemplating taking them down off of Ebay again. This is one reason I send the optional offerings to the gods.. because this awakens the primordial ritual task master in all of us. The Ritual makes us go into the equation of making things manifest. I think this is what is meant by the Golden Mean as well.
Here read on it in Wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golden_ratio
We intuitively know what the Golden Mean is. When we Baptize someone or be Baptized. When we ritually plant a seed, whether thought or an actual plant seed, it is the same thing. The intent in the growth of the thought or the seed. The expectation and the waiting for conditions to be right.. and the TRUST in the right conditions as well.
It is all around us, in the learning, in the things we see and are taught. There is always a time where the information comes together into a cognitive sequence and Boom! We get it.. The miracle of life occurs, the spark in the seed that sprouts, the thought is finally integrated into the mind and spirit. That which is thought becomes manifest.
We smile and know that it is Good! Then we move to the next miracle. It is a never ending thing.
So in a sense. What I am saying, is yes, I can work a spell in moving energy to help a person in the human form exact an outcome. but it is FASTER and healthier to have the person do it themselves. Teach a man to Fish and he will Never Go Hungry.
Thank you Jesus! He has been saying all along over and over again.
And I will tell you why.. Because on my walk yesterday I was in deep channel with whomever it is that talks with me and I had this thought about this jump in between the third and fifth dimensions. I, once again was thinking in a linear way and realized that the 4th dimension is not necessary to understand to begin living in the 5th dimension. I was trying to figure out how all of this worked.. and I was thinking that maybe the 4th dimension was getting us ready for the fifth by our own technology. Meaning, that the internet taught us that we can converse, love, know, understand and all together share energy with people all over the GLOBE.. making us a global society and not just national societies. I think the old saying used to be " God, Family, Country".. for me now it is Myself as God, My Family in Light and Love and My Earth as the place I live and love Universally.
So anyhoo.. I wanted to look up what has been written about the 4th and 5th dimensions.. and what I now understand is that the 4th was maybe skipped in a way as another lesson, because in the 5th, we now need to BE without our technology. We will be telepathic, and we can converse in the mind and heart of all things.
What I understood from my walk.. is that each time we have a psychic experience.. when we know someone will call before we pick up the phone, or we think of someone and we see them that day at the post office. Which I did see happen in front of me one day between two parties who thought of each other and were both at the Post Office at the same time. We are stepping in and out of the fifth dimension and this means that everyone is truly psychically connected.
This is what they means when they say a strand of DNA that we all have is being activated.. and soon, we will not be what we once were. What I know now, or am beginning to understand.. little by little and bear with my radical swing now.. is this. What IF! The stuff got so bad on earth.. and will be getting bad enough, that the human race begins to be able to blip out of earth's 3rd dimension.. into the 5th dimension to avoid cataclysmic destruction. ???? I dunno! I just got to thinking that this might be what the light workers have been doing. They have been channeling in the messages that people will soon be able to consciously skip in and out of dimensional realities.. and soon, we will take a final step? I mean talk about a huge spiritual thought, mixed with metaphysics, with UFOlogy, mixed with psuedo science... I mean my mind is blown. People keep writing about this ascension, and how we do not have to DIE to move from this plane. Maybe I did not want to grasp onto that yet.. but I think I will. I actually think I threw out the Family of Light book channeled from the Pleides.. Boy, I would love to have that book back!
What I want people to do is go to YouTube and check this video out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzlhHzaGFJo
It was a huge wake up call for me, because it SHOWS how the UFO's are blinking OUT of OUR DIMENSION! This is huge. It shows how they use our atmosphere for propelling the small craft and it shows the blink in and out of our world back into theirs. There is no harm meant in anything that has happened with them. I am not sure who the hell was doing to testing on us in the 60's through the 80's, but I think they were searching for the DNA and I think that the animals mutilations, were to see if the animals were going to evolve as well.. many of the animals were our farm animals that we eat and interact with. But now.. I see the signs are there, they shows us patterns in the many sightings.. and the crop circles are also showing us patterns and messages as well..
I KNEW that they were showing us the blip in and out of what we SEE and what existence there really is. I think part of the lesson is to know and understand that dimensions are not just theory! They are there and we live in many onion layers of existence.. and if we wanted to, with all of our hearts.. we could cross that veil.. cross the dimension and make new homes over there.. because that is where they are, OVER a threshold. So.. telepathy, no technology as we know it.. understanding the earth and living WITH her. The possibility of just walking away from earth on the third dimension and living with her in another dimension. I dunno about you.. but I am ready for New Earth. It makes my heart leap with joy to think of New Earth and the peace that exists there.
Many Blessings always, Erin Renee Read Below for a 2005 Channel from The Family of Michael.
Living in the 5th Dimension and Releasing the Illusions of the 3rd Dimension
Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn
www.starchild.co.za
February, 2005
Dearest Ones, this channel comes to you after requests from Lightworkers to understand the nature of the energy right now, and why you are finding it so difficult to cope with life. Nothing seems to work anymore. You feel unsupported and abandoned in many cases. You are exhausted and anxious, and you feel as though you cannot go on any more. Well, this is quite true. You cannot go on any more living in a way that is primarily third-dimensional. The Earth has made her transition and is now firmly anchored in the Fifth Dimension. And yet most of you continue with your third-dimensional lives as though nothing had happened.
We know that most of you are expecting that you will wake up one day and see and feel the changes. But no, part of your role as lightworkers is that you will create the changes yourselves. It is up to you to start living the truth and the reality of the Fifth Dimension.
Maintaining the illusion of the Third Dimension is what is causing the stress and exhaustion among you. The shaky and disintegrating structures of the former Third Dimension are no longer enough to hold your lives together. Money and economics no longer support your lives as they once did. Relationships no longer provide the security and support and safety that they once did. Your physical bodies are tired and feel as though they can no longer keep doing this. And we would say to you, yes indeed, it is time to let go and fully embrace your new reality.
But what is even more exhausting for many of you as lightworkers, is the constant swing between dimensional realities. You live your new reality, and yet you are constantly being pulled into the old reality frame that is being lived out by those around you. The constant shift of frames and perspectives is another contributing factor to your exhaustion, anxiety, and feeling of being unsupported.
Dearest Ones, we realize that most of you are a little bewildered about your new reality, and wish that you had some kind of "instruction manual" to help you along. Well, we will offer some guidelines here, but primarily we ask that you be understanding of how unstable and erratic your reality is at present. People are confused and uncertain. Those who are not conscious of the ascension process have no explanation for what is happening in their lives, and are feeling the most stress and anxiety because they see only the evidence of disintegration and chaos. They are becoming increasingly confused and unhappy. But understand that as they feel these emotions, they are coming increasingly closer to "waking up" and understanding what is real, and to begin to create the new reality with you.
Here we would offer to you an understanding of Fifth Dimensional reality very briefly. The most important difference between Third and Fifth Dimensional reality is a change in the nature of Time and Space and how they are perceived by you. Time and Space were fixed realities in the Third Dimension. In the Fifth Dimension they are fluid and are understood to be largely illusionary.
Time in the Fifth Dimension is perceived as the Eternal NOW or present. The cycles of day and night are understood to be mechanical markers of cycles of being, but have no real effect or power over the creative potential of the Now moment. This means that what you feel and experience in the present moment is the only essentially important experience. The past and the future have no relevance as such. What you create and experience in this moment is who and what you are and what you will be, unless you shift your intention.
Once you understand this principle fully, you will understand how to cope with your sense that there is never enough time to accomplish what you need to do. Focus on the present moment, experience it fully in its immediacy, and you will find that time will stretch for you into an eternity. Yes it sounds magical, but the Fifth Dimension is a magical place! And know that what you focus your attention on will become increasingly powerful and will manifest in your life, as you become increasingly aware of your power as creators within the Fifth
Dimension.
The same is true for space. You will increasingly see that space and distance are only illusions of the material plane. You are always and immediately connected to others who are your soul and heart family, no matter where they may be on the planet. The Internet has taught you in a physical way how the illusion of space can be bridged. You will soon understand that within yourselves you have the ability to maintain these links telepathically with those to whom you are connected.
And after this understanding will come the understanding that every human is always connected to every other human on the energetic level, and that what you call a "planet" is no more than a great co-creation of all the beings on that planet, including the animals and the non-sentient beings. In fact a planet is really a great creative "node" where many creator "gods" work together to produce a "consensus" reality. Once you understand this fully, you will begin to understand how to utilize the Paradise Matrix that has been set up in order to co-create the Paradise of the Fifth Dimension that was your original plan for the planet.
Once you understand these principles, you can move forward into the Adventure of the Unfolding of the Creative Now Moment! Understand that your reality will seem to move quicker because your vibration is now higher. Events will unfold rapidly. Things will change rapidly. You will need to be fluid and flexible and open to rapid changes. You will have to have absolute trust that your Higher Aspect in tandem with Spirit knows what you need and where to take you, and that you can follow this unfolding with confidence and trust.
And finally, you will need to be in touch with your Creative Passion! It is the only thing that will move you forward at this time. Otherwise you will stagnate. In the Fifth Dimension you are no longer moved forward along the "tracks" of career and work that once supported you. Now it is the energy and movement of your creative passion that will take you forward. Are you willing to let go of the old structures and move into the flow of new creations and new realities? The extent to which you hold on to old structures will be an exact correlation to the extent of the anxiety and stress that you will feel. It is only when you connect with the flow of Creative Passion that you will move forward in your own Creative Unfolding. And this is the true essence of the Multi-Dimensional experience of Who You Are that is the gift of your New Fifth-Dimensional Planet.
It is our hope that this message will help you to understand the challenges of your present time and to move more rapidly through this transition into full Fifth-Dimensional creative joy.
I know I said before that the workers have been trying for a long time to rebalance the earth.. but really too much is going on and it is still my main belief that we need to be apart of this cleansing.. Not only is it a physical cleansing of our Earth Mother.. but it is a spiritual cleansing for us as well.
I have been watching Steve Rother do his channels of The Group. I have bought a few of the books and I am all into it. I sit on pins and needles for the end of the month to roll around so I can receive the next message from The Group. Ok.. I admit it, I am addicted to Angels.
The Group is from the Family of Michael in the Angelic Realm. And yes.. there are a lot of realms.. I have been in contact with several of them and realize that my book was channeled from the Angelic plane.
So in a way, I feel honored.. but really that is where I am from, so it ain't no thing. Remember that all planes are vibrational and we have to resonate with the vibration to gain access.. and the same goes for receiving messages here on the earth plane as well. There is no race to get there.. we all started there.. and in the process of living a ton of lives, we tend to resonate lower.. so we end up in the astral plane where we rotate from back into earth, until we get to the resonation we need to get to the outer levels. And really, we cannot think of it in linear terms anyway. Rarely do things move in a line.
I still find it amazing that man lives in squares for the most part.. when the circle is a better shape to live in.. the wind goes over it.. energy moves in it better.. energy does not get stuck in corners. Heating a dome is easier.
Maybe it is because of some of my visions of domed settlements, but I look around and am amazed at how we live.
Here in Nevada, our winds are very strong. Yet, with construction, they build on how streets are to be.. and this screws the family home all up. First off, front door facing north??? Bad IDEA! North wind in winter! Cold, mean, blustery and down right frigid.. all that would blow in the house!
Dog houses and horse shelters opened to the north? Cruel and unusual punishment for our animals we love.
Too many windows to the west! HEAT! Hot hot hot! Hot house in the summer! Talk about Frying!
Too many windows at all! Or bay windows. When we live in a rough weather area, too many windows spell too much cold, too much heat, too much light, Don't forget about the wind. Our house had newer windows, but because of the intensity if the weather here.. in the last 10 years, they sagged and there is no proper seal on them..
I can go on and on. My point is, is that we live on earth like she is a friendly place.. and for the last 2000 plus years she was.. now she isn't. If I had my way.. and all the money in the world. I would buy some land not too far from town, with a river or all year stream through it. But not living too near it.. cause of water seepage.. maybe on the side of hill.. on the Lee side. Dig down 4 feet into the ground, have a few of these circles and find a way to have domes built over them with sky lights. In a way, I want to live like the natives.. and if that means I hunt and gather then I do.. as well as farm and raise goats. A home is for shelter. I am not a couch potato, I work outside all day.. I prefer to be outside.. and to be inside only when necessary, like bad weather and at night. I would love to have a living space of about 2500 sq ft.. in these domes with the kids splitting smaller domes for rooms. A well for water source as well as using water power from the stream or river. I keep seeing this idea.. for living on earth in a way that works with the winds and the sun, I see white domes and I see patios and I see peace and quiet. So maybe this will be some kind of a dream for me.. who knows. I want to try it out, I want to design it myself.. and I want it to be a place of wonder and of fun, and coziness. Maybe something like pueblo... with the door facing east...
Well I totally got off topic. Anyhoo.. a lot of our wisdom comes from the angelic realm.. and this is our true home.. I have a lot of it in my book and sometimes I have to re read it.. Because sometimes, it is like news to me too. Our human brains just do not retain info like they should!
Many Blessings, Erin Renee
4/13/2011
I've been told I am and old soul been around the block a couple of times for a while it seemed I would say my name was James and some people would call me John. One women said it was who I was at the time of christ. thats a lot to take in. But maybe that explains why I knew of the water ceremony. I checked with a old Cherokee Chief and was told it was one of the things that went under ground when the Cherokee medicine nation were in trouble because the war chiefs thought they had to much power and some of the clans were disbanded. Its interesting to think and believe in reincarnation. It had been taken out of the Christian Bible during the time of Constantine. If you could be re born then hell and other things the church was saying would hold no water. In this way they could scare you into staying with them and supporting them. what away to get people to follow you yet many churches use this yet today in fact I think most churches use scare tactics. Being spiritual you need not have boundaries set for one can not say what is spirituality for one is the same for the next. we do not hold the same things sacred as the next so beware of the person who is going to tell you they know a certain type of spirituality for the only one they really know is there own. No to Humans are the same even twins have some small things that are different. We are all perfect for who we are what we have to learn and what we have to teach. This chair I sit in now allows me to see things from a different way yet the same truths come forward. We must watch who we hold stock in there are many false prophets out there today some say the talk with ascended masters others that they are wisdom keepers. when doubt comes in check it out for yourself you all have the same knowledge yet it may not be awaken with in you. Someone or something will awaken the knowledge for which you need to fulfill your purpose here on the Earth Mother. You will be at your happiest when you are doing it we all have different gifts not all the same. So be yourself not what others would have you do we are all special. Sometimes it is hard to accept. everything and everyone has purpose all things are alive! This is not always easy to get a hold of think about it for awhile everything is a vibration. They are at different frequencies yet every thing is moving with the Cherokee there are 72 keys vibrations that used in the right combination can do just about anything. Some things to think about today Love Walks With Old Ones
4/11/2011
when the day ends we think nothing of it we lay down go to sleep. Get up the next day and start over, did the world not end as we knew it has it not started a new. If the world was going to end that soon Dec. 22 2012 why should we worry about global warming or the over use of oil. Some where in the middle is the truth. what you do about things is up to you. If it did end I'm ready if not I am also ready to go on. We are all one interdependent on each other. what you do has effect. Sometimes thats hard to grasp, for who we are. My whole life has changed a lot by ending up in this wheel chair for awhile gives a person a different out look on things. Things that were easy have become difficult . There are some things I did not due before that i do now. My whole world has changed as I knew it yet it did not end there are new lessons to be learned and things to be taught.
NEW EYES
We wish you to take the words from the previous chapter to heart. So to say, if you
realize that you alone are the creator of your existence, you cannot blame or say that anybody has
made you believe, feel, or do something you did not want to do. It’s really hard for you all to
believe this statement at your very core. Remember that the world you perceive yourself in has
been created by the ego of Man, and so you have been taught to act on earth in a certain way.
Well acting on illusion my friends is what has gotten you into your troubles in the first place.
Let go of how you used to be and remember that your thoughts create the matter, situations and
circumstances in your world. The greatness that flows through you is astounding and most of
you have no idea of the power you hold in your beings.
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Look at the everyday miracles that can easily be missed because of over work and
desensitization. If you were removed from the earth plane for two years of existence, and then
you came back; you would see everything in a new light. The flowers would be more colorful,
the trees more green, the sky a brilliant blue, everything would be perceived at a higher sense of
vibration.
Remember to live in a state of gratitude. Be grateful for all that is around you. There are
miracles in the potential of a seed, in the probable outcome of a fruit bearing plant, in the fertility
of a beehive. The light and beauty in an infant’s face will remind you of simpler times. Make
your moments simple NOW. Start clearing out the mental clutter, trash the negatives from the
past and start rebuilding your life the way you truly want it. It’s been drilled into you over and
over again, yet you still seem to need reminders. Be grateful that you can walk, run, swim, eat,
play, feel, love. That you have a roof over your head, food in your belly, noisy children, needy
pets, dust on your furniture. Look at it all in a positive light, reverse the negative. Ask
yourselves how you can flip the coin and bring positives out of negatives. Remember that the
place where you came from has no negatives, so in real reality you are only positive. You are
only choosing to believe in the negativity of the human existence. Everything is a learning
experience. We have heard you say, “enough with the learning experiences, how many times
does this situation have to keep showing up?!” Well, lets look at the real “why”, you are the
“why”, and you are the reason your reoccurring situations come back. Sometimes it takes a
while to get the meaning of a lesson, take heart loved ones, you will get it. Repetition equals
learning, you all did it in grade school and so you shall do it always in the University of Life.
The sun rises everyday. The sun is the most revered object your world has ever known.
All of your prophets and great leaders were viewed with the same admiration that the sun was.
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Most spiritual teachers in the human history were called “The Light”. At those times the most
prominent thing in the sky was the sun and the only true light still on your earth today. Every
Native American holy man will still to this day, greet the rising sun and be grateful for the
warmth and life giving rays. How many of you so called modern people even give the sun it’s
true praise? You all understand how important it is, you all know that if the sun did not rise
tomorrow; all of you would not be in a short time. So you see how ego has changed the ancient
perceptions of your world. We are not saying that the ancients had all the answers either, but
they knew about gratitude, and we ask that you look to the old ways to help yourselves
remember.
We ask you to view the moon in all of her stages, she is the Mother, the Daughter, the
Sister, the Grandmother. She stands for all things feminine and wonderful. She is in her sky at
all times looking down on the earth, moving the waters, moving the cycles, and giving comfort
to all. The moon can move the energies of man, she can open up avenues for chaos, she can stir
the amore of people, and she can bring seeds laid out under her to a more fertile stage ready for
planting. So as your sun warms and grows, your moon readies and moves your energies. Be
grateful for all of your heavenly bodies! You world is an amazing place and so too dear loved
ones are you. Remember that you are our “Rock Stars”! When you glow with gratitude and love
for all you have been given, you grow All There Is. The Universe becomes a place of absolute
radiance when you live in all that is good and feels good, and we wish you to understand and
remember that. Live in the joy of now, and ready yourself for your manifested Heaven on Earth.
Build your thoughts high and live in perfection.
Understand your Earth Mother, respect and love her and wallow in her glory. Be one
with the earth, lay upon her breast and feel her heartbeat, feel her grasses beneath your feet.
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Ground yourself in her loving embrace so that you can cope in the man made world around you.
Understand that she will always be and will exist after man is gone. The earth moves and
changes, she does not mind changing her skin, almost like putting on make-up. She can change
her appearance and then she can change back. Look at your Earth Mother and know her love for
you. When you are ill as nations, your Earth Mother will be ill also. Just as your thoughts are
connected to The Ethers so too are they connected to the Earth Mother. Be thankful for the
earth, do something each day to show your respect. Everything is connected, everything is
related. All people, all animals, all plants, the sun and moon. All are your relations. There is no
“they” only a “we”. Animal, mineral, vegetable, all are family members and are the whole of
The Universe. Even a tree chose where it would grow in the time beyond it’s beginning. So too,
you have chosen how you would grow in this life. Be grateful dear ones, be open and receive,
for the Law has to obey, and you will know your true power.
Use your time wisely friends, as you have seen already time does fly. We on our side,
have no time, no permanent cycles of day or night that are set. If we choose to live in a glorious
field of daisies that is where we will be. The teachers and guides come close to you so we can
learn from you and give you inspiration and guidance. We come through to you via your
authors, painters, architects, health care practitioners, and inventors. We have great scientific
minds helping your scientist today. We give input, we visit in dreams, we inspire your young
ones and play with them often. We talk to you in times of your quiet, and give support always.
Some of you have many guides around you, some have none at all. You chose this in the time
before your incarnation. Some of you choose to struggle and some of you are learning the high
road is easiest. This time in your earth plane is the time to learn about creating. That is why we
chose to speak to you about your greatness.
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This is a big idea. Many of you have read about this idea, it is mentioned in several
publications, but from our view it still has not grabbed hold. We chose to come through in a
channel because we feel that to be spoken to by US you would actually consider what WE say as
truth and not just ideas taken from other authors. We feel that if the same message comes
through and you read it enough times in enough different places; then you would graft on to this
idea and feel the love for yourselves that we feel for you, and you would know how to change
your world. We feel that if you can see the results on a small scale in your creations then you
will know how to move the minds of men and women on a larger scale. You can and will bring
greatness to your world, you will diminish negative feelings and events. Enough of you will
learn the art of creating, enough of you will know your divinity, and the energies will shift to the
positive. Turn off you TVs, turn off your radios and focus on the betterment of human kind.
Release the ties of old stagnant organized religion, we understand that there are many great
messages but that there severely needs a revamping for modern times . Understand that you are
greater than your leaders think they are. No one is above you or below you. You are one with
each other.
Know this fact and treat others accordingly, your infant knows as much as you do on the
scale of Spirit knowledge. Give of yourself and watch as what you give comes back. The Law
is love, give it, receive it, and be aware of it.
Having been lucky to meet many people over the years, I look back to see what effect they had on me and me on them. There where three times that I visited with Roll Thunder. Two or three visits with Steven Red Buffalo, and spent some time with Ed McGaa. Then I remember Banks coming to the house and travel with him and AIM. Good times gone by. My brother in law is a Sun Dancer, this was not my path. I felt that man has suffered enough without inflicting pain on oneself. Rolling Thunder provably had the most effect on me. Some time after I left his place the first time, the lady staying there sat down and wrote me a letter. She told me how stopping by and sharing conversation with them had but a spark back in Rolling Thunder. Just being kind to one another is helpful. It is different when you are asked a question and then you must be as honest as possible. Sometimes this hurts, that is why when you go to ask The Wisdom, you bring a gift the first two times, they still might put it off till the third time, then they would answer you. There is honor in the asking. For this reason it is important to ask the right questions and in the right way. The Creator has a perverse sense humor. I know this for a fact! When you have a question, please take the time and see if you are able to put it into a statement, fore most likely you can figure it out. I have found what is profound in one person's life is not the same for the next, the same goes for what is sacred for some people. It is the bible for some, an eagle feather for some, and for others a pipe or even a cow. No two of us are the same, so judge not yourself by other's standards, you must set your own. You might have a reaction to something and well, the next person may not. What I guess I am saying is there are as many ways to get where you are going as there are people.
with love WALKS WITH OLD ONES
When your are used to doing things yourself, why is it so hard to ask for help? Do you feel worthless? Less of a person? Not as good as the next? I know that I don't like to make mistakes and I am shy and didn't want to let people see the soft side of me. Now that I am in this chair for awhile it's something I am learning to do. What a change! We put ourselves in boxes and forget to leave an opening. Now, during a time of change people look for someone to show them the way. Don't get caught up in the song and dance. One must find the truth.
Never be afraid to ask questions. If the answers don't feel right, do some thinking and find out why it feels this way. Some people claim to be Wisdom Keepers. Yes, some have awakened more then others, but we all have access to the same knowledge. Some of us must find a teacher to awaken things inside, it is not always comfortable. With change comes knowledge, without it things will not get understood .. I have met some very interesting people in my journey. Challenged some when I believed they were hurting others. I use to say I was not the teacher for everyone, it seemed I was too intense for the ones just beginning on this Way of life and that is what it is. A Way of life, it is like sometimes you must live in two worlds at once, not always easy.
It seems I came to life this time with the books open and things flowing over. I was asked if believed in miracles. Yes, the first is the miracle of life. What some see as special, is to me everyday of a time gone by. When I turn the power over to The Creator there is no fear of anything, for in my heart of hearts it's right. This is what is to be said. There are many people out there saying the same thing in different ways. You can hear the same thing time after time and not get it then someone else speaks and you say "Hey that's what that is!" I don't know if there is anything that has not been said before. To look someone in the eyes and see the fear and sadness is not an easy thing to do and what is worse, is if you know you can not help them at all. I am in hope that my ramblings reach some with love WALKS WITH OLD ONES
If you have any questions about Chief's Ramblings.. LOL you can reach him directly at this email address:
walkswitholdones@gmail.com
Many Blessings, Erin Renee
There used to be lead added to fuel to lubricate it, when they took the lead out, they charged more. Wake UP! Don't be a lemming and just follow. I am so sad to see so many of the World's people so misinformed about what really is happening on this planet. I lived in southwestern Ohio, met families who for generations had not gone farther than a hundred miles from home. They said "We have everything here why should we worry or care what's out there?" what's the answer? Maybe SHIT DISTURBERS like me are needed for speaking out! You don't need to agree with me but start learning for yourself! Do not just follow one side of things. Look at as many ideas as you can! We can make some changes to save the EARTH MOTHER if you want. There are those who say it has gone too far, not yet, it has let Japan be a wake up call for all of us. I could go on and say this will happen or that, what I am saying is that right now it is a choice. Soon it will not be. You can not be a hoarder and make it work, people attempted to save everything it all has its time. You must let it pass so other things may take its place. By saving one thing you may be killing another.
I want to talk about things the way I have seen things in the last week and for a few days now, I have been wanting to write about it.
Usually when we hear Shamanistic Messages as well as Channellings it all about the same stuff.
The reason it is all about the same stuff is because NON OF US ARE LISTENING! An example of the channeled work would be about Global Warming, Carbon Foot Prints, Disrespecting our Mother Earth, 2012, Oncoming disasters and Prophesies, and Aliens/Star People who have most likely tapped out DNA and have been enhancing us from the beginning. I seriously could talk for hours with George Noori on Coast to Coast.
I have been hearing Chief and Little Grandmother and others.. and I know that I myself am
The Keeper Of The Sage. I know my time is still coming to speak. I am just formulating it all still and we are in the contemporary as The Real Witches. Shamans have been working the energies forever.. they were there before Prostitutes.. Prophesy and treating the tribe was there long before what they call the oldest profession ever existed.
As A Sage Keeper. I collect the desert sage each July and August. I walk to each plant and talk with it's Numen. This is the Italian word for spirit that resides within. I ask it's permission and I am thankful. I walk in a sacred way. I walk in a Sacred Manner, and before I leave the house, I set my intention before me so that all who know energy will know my intent. This is Shamanism. I may be a witch and a psychic and a belly dancer and a mom and a wife and a counselor and a teacher. But The Way has had me long before any of it. I was told by spirit people to hear my horses, to understand them.. to be one with them.. And I headed the message and I was training horses at 12.. winning trophies and also pulled away from the other girls that were around me. I became one who knows my mind at a young age. Other young people did not understand me. Still to this day, my closest friends are people in my soul family and this includes Jessa. All others are acquaintances and clients whom I adore.. but they will not know me in my way of closeness. I do not trust regular people with my heart.. so I do not give it. I am safe and strong within myself. Dependence on others for fulfillment is a folly and this I learned at the age of 6 or 7. Be your own best friend, be your own love and the world walks and loves with you. It is a simple lesson. But Seriously I have had clients in their 60's who are still searching for their joy in other people. It is all in your temple Dear Ones.. all inside of you.. The God inside, The Goddess inside. The Blessed One ness inside.
Which Brings me to the purpose of this post.
Earthquakes, Tornadoes, Hurricanes, Volcanoes, Red Tide, Nuclear Disaster, Tsunami....
I am not a fear monger. For years now, people have asked me what I feel is coming for 2012. My first answer was always, that since I was a part of this world, that I could not look at the happenings as an objective reader. I thought to myself that is was going to be a spiritual awakening and all will be well.. and this I still feel is so.. but the only way to get into our weak and feeble human minds is to make
BAD STUFF HAPPEN!
It is part of our humanness, When we get our hand slapped, we know not to touch the Faberge Egg. When Earth Mother slaps us around the head and shoulders like some kind of rag doll, then we may wake up and see WTF we have done. I am going to be vulgar, I am going to use power words to get the point across! That is why anyone cusses in the first place.. to get the point across with vulgarity or with flair.. and we need both here.
Maybe this is why I have been guided by old dead Indians since I was a kid. Do you all want me to say how loving and great my experiences are with the Spirit World, and how blessed I am and the like. Well.. ok, I am blessed to see and know them, but I have been slapped out of my boots by my own Spirit Guide. Figuratively speaking of course, but a vision came upon me where I was shown myself in a life as a Spiritual Acolyte for a Pharaoh of my time, and I had huge power. Of course I pissed it all away. So in this life I was blessed by somewhat eloquent speaking, a mother who corrected me all the time, a father who was honest in his was of knowing things, Three Witches at the kitchen table in the middle of the night reading Tarot Cards, smoking cigarettes and playing Trivial Pursuit.
I have always had the freedom to think, the freedom to know spirit, the freedom to be in The Way. So now with all I have learned in the past so many years and the 20 plus years as a reader and medium.. I ask us all to listen to this Earth Mother who feeds us, clothes us and whom we emulate by trying to recreate her wonders, we need to hear her.
We need to see that we share the same air! I mean, people have been chronicling the sudden showers of fish, frogs, locusts. We look at tornadoes and water spouts, the jet stream and the like.
WE SHARE THE SAME AIR!!!
Nation after nation after nation. How dare we try to separate ourselves from our brothers and sisters in other countries and continents.
One thing the Internet has taught us is that we are all super linked now. The idea of Oneness has never been more apparent. We just need to take it a step further.
I do not have the answers. But I will tell you that there is a shift underway that we cannot change. The Light Workers are working on this as we speak and have for the last 25 years or so. They have been working with our Earth Mother, Attempting to talk with her and enter in their own prayer energy. Attempting to align the energies to soften the blow.
I seriously think the blow cannot be softened. It will be and we will adjust and thousands will die.
In the Midst of all the crap that has gone down in the last 2 years as well as the last 2 weeks, I just have this odd creeped out feeling that things are just going to keep on happening, and that we are going to have to adjust, and people need to go to the good spiritual leaders and listen. And to send out love to our brothers and sisters everywhere. In the true Christ Like way.. In the Way of Eastern Thought. In the Way of our Native Brothers and Sisters, in the Way of the Healers and Practitioners.
We as a human race, at the root of us.. at the fundamental bottom of our core, are.. GOOD PEOPLE<>
Sure there are a few Power Hungry fools who have found their way in charge of certain places.. but good thought for the most part does reign in the hearts of man.
My message here today is not about hope for a bright and loving future where we are all at peace.. although in the long term future I feel that will be so. No my Lovee's. This is more about the fact that we are on course, one that has been written, Many of us will live through it and many of us will die. I personally would welcome death.. but then again, I see it different that most people do. To me it is a return ticket home. But I want my kids to live and grow and learn and teach and find joy on the Earth Plane. So that means, I guess, that I better try and stick around and help ease them into the New Earth Mother.
My main feeling is that this is not all gonna crash into us next year, but for the remainder of my natural life, I am going to see so many changes my head is gonna near explode! That goes for a lot of us. May we heed the warning, love our brothers and sisters. Send loving thoughts their way and be gracious in our time of need as well.
We are a very large human family living here. And it is a dysfunctional family as well. We have the Alky siblings, the chemically enhanced siblings, the insane siblings, the big brothers and sisters trying to hold it all together, the Dad in jail and the Mom being everywhere at once trying to keep it all balanced out. But This too shall pass.. we may lose a few siblings to their addictions, we may not see Dad for a long time, and Mom is running out of gas fast. Hopefully we will all grow up and move into our new lives as balanced and stronger people. "For what does not kill us, makes us stronger!"
So.. shit be happening, How we flow with it will show us how we are as a people, and remember,
"Only the good die young"
Just this week, I had a few people come to their deaths that I knew and knew about,. and some come close to death. To me this is a sign.
I also saw a red orb and I watch the birds as well.. more on this later as it comes to me.
Blessed Be, stay safe and stay strong.
Erin Renee
I woke up this morning wrote an email to a woman who stated she was one of the 12 wisdom keepers. For some reason my mind went back to a talk I did at Canters Cave some years ago. I had said everyone was perfect for the creator made nothing imperfect we are perfect for what we have to do, to teach and learn at this time. After giving my small talk a person began to criticize me, this person was one of the leaders. how could I be so mean as to tell a person in a wheel chair they were perfect, I was never asked back. Well, here I sit in a wheel chair and know it's PERFECT, I have said over the years I needed someone to write down my thoughts. Never could find the time. WELL, here I sit in this chair how perfect! I am finding the time that I needed. I have wrote more in the last week then in years. When you are strong headed, sometimes you need an a wakening, well it came. This makes me laugh at how true the words are that we are all PERFECT, for the time and place we are at, if we are willing to change and grow. If all goes right by next year. I will be able to use both leg,. this has put a crunch on the dollar but thankfully it has given me the chance to put thoughts to paper. Just had to laugh again, my wife came in and said "you needed to do this for years", I would not listen so the creator, she said I wouldn't do it, now just watch what a sense of humor the Creator has!. So even now, more than before we are perfect for what we are here to do now! with love Chief
My dear friend Chief in Florida has had an accident which has confined him to a chair.. and guess what?
Entities of love and guidance have swarmed over him to the point that he needs to write about what he is hearing and seeing. My friend here is what I call My Medicine Man. He came into my life when we owned our little bookstore in Carson City, NV. He is a Shaman who has gone up against Harner and his way of talking about and writing about Shamanism.
http://www.shamanism.org/
There were things that Michael Harner was trying to put across that Chief had major issues with and well, Chief isn't one to stay quiet on his spiritual understandings. So I ask all of you to listen to his message.. I will post them as I get them Straight From The Horse's Mouth.
"I have been turning and tossing all these many nights. It is not what we say but how we say it! such that we have been saying Mother Earth this to me is wrong say it this way and feel the difference EARTH MOTHER! What a difference in the vibration. we have let political correctness change many things. Because it hurt someone's feelings. Bull shit! by changing things, you have changed the vibration of it. Making it into something different. The tradition is so we do not change the vibrations, but keep them in balance. We forgot to look seven generations down the line, we wanted something and we wanted it now. Yes the change is upon us, it is still in our hands. I pray that the enlighten ones will come forth and speak the truth. Someone once said, "I knew more than I could ever dream so hopefully I can share the thoughts with you all." We our all family when we drop the dogma and deal with the SPIRIT this will be seen. This is the beginning, nor is it the end, we must come together as one. There our 72 key tone note vibrations that help things happen. We will deal with theses latter.. If you believe in these words pass them on! YOUR servant WALKS WITH OLD ONES lets not the same mistakes!"
I talked with Chief this morning and one thing we discussed was Japan.. and how they did not heed the warning signs 7 generations ago. How it was all about fixing a problem of the immediate, making more money, and not heeding the needs of the future.. and maybe this is something we need to see in this country now.
Maybe that is why people living near the US Nuc Plants are getting iodine pills now.. Just in case~
I may be "Lovingly Abrasive".. Chief is the same way, He does not know how to soften his words, he is tired of politically correct terms. He feels people need to hear it and hear with hard words so that they understand the emergency in them.
Chief to me is also a heyoka.. A backwards forwards man whom I adore and I feel I am blessed to have him in my life.
THUNDER PEOPLE! WE KNOW HOW!
"Ho"
So anyhoo.. it is a strange world we readers live in and that is why I LOVE my friend Lisa Barretta for writing her book:
http://thestreetsmartpsychic.blogspot.com/
Now I have these few moments this morning before I do my Zumba DVD... so I think what I want to think about is the passages I have been reading in Yogi Bhajan's book: "The Experience of Consciousness".
I will copy a passage here.. jeeze I love this guy~
"If you are a holy man, you are still a selfish man, but if you are a holy man and you go out and clean the garbage of others, plug up their holes and make sure that everything is ok, then you become a plumber, And when you are a plumber, you can get into every household and then they pay you ten dollars and hour."
LOL! I love Eastern thinkers, they are funny, smart, childish and wise.
Ray ( My husband/other) went to Disneyland with a church group when he was a kid and somehow got separated from the pack of kids he was with. He ended up in a line for another ride and was in line next to a Buddhist Monk like straight off the boat. And he was jolly and fun and there to experience joy. He passed that on to Ray and he never forgot it.
Sometimes we just have to take time out to learn to enjoy this life.
I have so many clients and they are all in some sort of state of pain. Love is painful, especially when it is not returned. The main lesson with everything is that time must be given.
When we are doing spell work for clients, I always read on it first to see if it is worth the time for me to put into it.. and worth it for the client to spend some cash on it. I HATE taking money for something that I am sure is not going to work.
This is why I bill myself as the Reluctant Witch. I will only take cases where I feel the extra energy will push the want over the hump of fruition. There has to be enough energy on both sides for things to come about. The eastern thinkers may say.. "Why push anything? What is IS and one must accept". But for me it is some of both, Shamans throughout time have listened to the earth and the energies, have accepted certain things, but have also set to change things when it was deemed needed. Like a healing or the protection of children and important persons. Love is one thing that can be selfish.. For me, I have to decide if it is blind selfish love with harm mixed in.. manipulative energies, or just bringing the right kind of good love to someone.
I have my ethics.. all witches should.
Now.. what about the future.. I have decided to not talk about the TV thing because stuff is changing and time is going to be longer.
What I want for us is to be household names. I want us to have fun doing it too.
Jessa had a dream where we did a Real Witches Make Overs. Where we took a struggling new Wiccan and or Witch and turned her into a mega witch like we are. We got her thin, in charge of her life, we got her into a working relationships with her goddess's and gods, we got her as a functioning and practical Pagan who is a WitchsStar of her own life.
We had our own dance class, it was a fitness/grace type of class, and we were both fit and thin. I mean we are on the trail to being fit and thin. I do Zumba everyday that I can and walk everyday and I am finally seeing the results. It has taken some time.
I also want you all to know that around January we did weight loss spells. Both of us have and we do them for our clients as well..
I did the spell for me to be for dedication and to be strong and powerful in my body as well as healthy and at least a size 8/10. I am almost down to a juniors 11.. so that is good and I have good muscle definition.
So you see, it is working.
Spells are rituals that speak to the primordial inner being.. if you can get it all to agree, the inner and outer beings, then you have success. Whether it be in weight loss, health, or bringing about your own death, It all has to be in agreement.
I say this because I know a man who wants to die. He would come to me and ask when he would die, and all I said was January.. but which January is the key. He has not made the agreement between his inner being and outer being coincide on things.. so thus, he still lives to this day. In his 90's.
Well enough for today. I am in building mode again. I got The Real Witches Facebook page going, as of now we have 27 LIKERS. I want more.. I want us to be known more, and to be seen for the unique entity we are.. that includes production companies as well.
Blessed Be, Erin Renee
Well I am over getting sick~ I figured it has to be stress from work and that means psychic readings. So I am keeping it to a minimum until I have to! Meaning, once we get famous... if I have to do celeb phone readings to boost us along.. I will do them.. God's help me on that one. But I will be available if it means boosting The Real Witches into the realm of Fame and Fortune.You see, we have a Plan B. If Asylum does not want us then quite possibly LaPlanet will.. so we are covered. One way or another we are gonna be on TV. And Hollis is right.. from LaPlanet, we are pretty damned interesting.. and the more I really look at our lives as opposed to regular people.. I am totally convinced of it.
So Yeah! Keep Following along, The Real Witches has our own FB page now and I am on Twitter.. Tweeting each day.
http://twitter.com/#!/WorldMagick
So that covers FB, Twitter and we are all over Myspace too as well as our Ebay Stores.
Here is Jessa's Store:
http://myworld.ebay.com/hoodoohoney/?_trksid=p4340.l2559
My Store:
http://stores.ebay.com/World-Magick-Services?_rdc=1
What a Crazy ONLINE WORLD!
Check on us often! We have a lot going on at like all times.
Many Blessings, Erin Renee
http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/The-Real-Witches/185738174795067I think this is the link.. if not just punch in The Real Witches and then you can like us and connect with is personally as well.. Thanks! E
I want to explain some things about energy.
I am reading my friend Lisa Barretta's book. She is the Street Smart Psychic and she wrote a book about getting a good psychic reading.
What I have been reminded about is that I am not grounding myself before I take any phone readings and thus made myself VERY sick in the last 2 weeks.
It has taken me till NOW to completely figure this out. I knew I was having crazy anxiety again about taking a look at my InBox on yahoo because my ebay sales were like CRAZY!
Most people would say.. "Well Erin, isn't that good? Business is BOOMING!" But for me it was making me very ill. When people choose you over other readers.. and have the power over you to expect a reading within 3 days and they expect it to be accurate, they expect you to be happy and full of Moxy and they expect good time frames for their questions and queries, it becomes a lot to shoulder for $7.99 per one question.
With Lisa's book she talks about working on the phone lines and in person psychic readings. Lisa says that phones are good for her because there still is that energy barrier with the client. They are not in front of you messing with things on the table.. they are not staring at you in expectation, they are somewhere else and the reader can concentrate on the question.
For me.. A lot of my phone psychic readings go over time. Some people are drunk, half crazy, delusional, and some can be very sad.
Let's face it..people come to psychics when there is a problem. We as readers are trying to show a decent path for them.. but MOST people want fast answers and they want them to be good answers.. good news, good outcomes. If a psychic reader is a good reader they will shell out the good, the bad and the very ugly.
To be honest.. I try like hell to get that good outcome.. but sometimes it is very elusive and I have people that do not like what I tell them. As a people pleaser.. this is very hard on me.
So there in lies my anxiety with doing readings.
On top of it.. there are 6 people living in this house. Try doing a reading on a Saturday morning.. with kids following you everywhere. If I go hide in my bedroom and a reading goes overtime.. I have kids, my mother and Ray telling me I got to wrap stuff up for a shopping trip. Then.. after I finally DO get to hang up.. I do not have time to ground.. I hit the floor running. So my energy gets messed up.
I also have not been grounding before readings either.
The flip side to all of this is that one would think Email Psychic Readings would be easier.. there is an energy distance there as well right?
No. I read energy in the TYPING of the sitter. I do not need to hear their voice to know what stuff is all about.
So I am still running energetic risks. Before I even turn on this computer, I should be grounding.
I was told by a woman from Sweden who came to me for a class that she thinks I am nuts for jumping out of bed and right into reading for people. She says she needs her damn coffee and a few hours to wake up.
She has a point. So, I have a feeling I am going to be doing this for the rest of my life.. so WHY am I chasing the minutes of the day with trying to cram as many readings in as possible? It is not healthy! It just ain't safe!
For me grounding is taking a sage shower and actually maybe belly dancing before I go to do any kind of energy work.
I am a being of energy and I am a goddess incarnate! So is each and everyone of you.. whether gods or goddesses.. we need to see our worthiness to have a few moments in the day to take some time out for our health.
I used to work a regular job, with regular hours and I am treating this sacred work just like the job I had at a car dealership. Get to work, clock in, get my coffee and turn on the phones. Get to WORK WORK WORK!
Spiritual work is not supposed to be so stringent and we as Americans forgot how to enjoy life.. and take the day as it comes.
So far in the last month I have been pretty darned sick! I had some kind of flu twice. I got something stuck in my eye.. and it got infected.. this is a direct result of not wanting to look at my work. I have some weird things on my tonsils.. probably from the infection in my eye. And now I have a bladder infection.. WTF?! What else is going to go wrong?
Well.. from as little as a few days ago, I have decided to take my health into my own hands and take better care of myself. I have decided to not over work myself. I have decided to dance each day.. or walk. I would be walking today but there is like 2 feet of snow out my door.
So I remembered some basic belly dance stuff and shimmied my ass off in front of the mirror today.. I also bought two new Kuchi belts. Just a heavier belt with Kuchi tassels.
So yeah. There it is.. just thought I would share. And I will pass on Lisa's message. PLEASE if you are in search of a psychic reading.. find a way to ground yourself before you sit for a reader.. or even send that email.
If you are a reader.. remember that the Delphic days are over and we can now take our time getting to people. We will also not be burned on a stake for doing the Great Work.
Many Blessings, Erin Renee
Hey Ya'll! I know the Asylum Ent. Thing is a huge coup for me and Jessa.. but I gotta move on and be me. Last we heard they hadn't even had time to get to editing our material.. so this may take some time.
They have some awesome projects going on right now and ours is just one of many.
Things that have happened since my last post:
Stuff happens here in this house. Many things that make me think this house has more to it than we thought.. and that includes a dead guy living in Will's room. He hated the renovations here and makes sure we don't do anything to this house.. he is not mean.. just grumpy.
Weird noises... a water heater with a mind of it's own, rooms that are freezing. The list goes on.
My computer finally took the biggest crap on me known to computer users.. it literally burnt up. So, $600 bucks later I have the G62 HP Biscotti. It's a sporty model and I really only paid $479 for it from Best Buy. You gotta ad the anit-virus stuff in there too.
This is what happens when you use your computer past 3 years 7 days a week almost 8 hours a day.. it becomes antiquated and TIRED. It finally said.."Erin, I am leaving you.. and you didn't heed the warning signs so you lost files.. and pictures.. too bad for you!"
So.. Dern.
That receipt so went into the tax receipt bag! I will be claiming all that next year.
I went on a DIET! I know I tried this before.. I have been this size for over a year and last year I even started a blog on it.. It was no DICE!
I am happy.. when people in my family are HAPPY, they are chubby. There REALLY is something to this "Fat and Happy" thing.
The last time I dropped a ton a weight.. I was depressed and nervous. That is how I get thin. I am a non eater when things are bad.
So I did a Pseudo Atkins and low caloric intake for 2 weeks. As in I only ate 1000 calories a day.
I was sickly, sad, mad and I got sick twice with some kind of flu.
I lost some weight.. I was in my skinny jeans and happy and then the monthly hormones hit.
So water weight snuck back in a depressed me. I will be chugging water and walking another 2 miles today.
I did a weight loss spell for my friend Todd and I and it came to me that I DO need carbs.
I mean I walk a LOT... I clean the house a lot, I am outdoors a LOT.. It was like 10 degrees here this morning. Atkins will make you cold. Try being cold internally as well as externally.
So I am back at it... eating light meals, whole foods and exercising. We shall see how it goes.
Now! As for the pictures above. This is my 5 string Bass that Ray modified for me. It is like Getty Lee's bass from rush. We put a nice customized pick guard on it.. it has Spurzel parts on it.. and a bunch of other stuff I know nothing about.. but he keeps telling if we ever sold it.. it would go for a lot..
It even has the worlds best strap holders on it.. I dunno! Ray seemed to think of everything with this bass as well as strings that hold the tune.
It is a Fender.. and I love it.
I have found when playing this bass or the Mojo Box he built that I tend to make up my own music and it makes sense.. like when I play the Djembe as well. Sure I was taught a few of the basics.. but then BOOM! I start getting all creative and stuff.
Among the things I know how to play are Ozzy's Iron Man... Ted Nugent's Strangle Hold.. and that was stupidly EASY, and Ray hates it because bands use it as a warm up diddy... but it's so simple it is actually GENIUS... I mean.. the lyrics are a bit weird.. how can a man come at you like a "Dog in Heat"? I mean Female dogs come into heat? So how does that make sense?
Who Knows?! But I like that song and I like to play it on the bass.
I learned how to play some other metal songs too as well as some of the old surfer tunes.
But I REALLY dig the Blues Riffs... You can really get all over that board with the blues.
So I thought I would show this bass off again. I think I have an old post on here from when he first made it.. I know I have his bicycle creations too from way back.
Ray has some great talents.. I personally think the Mojo Cigar Box Guitars were his winning moment, but he down plays it.
We now have a classical bass from Russia he is modifying and his old 1962 bass that he is rebuilding.
As for me.. Spell Sales went off the hook in the last few weeks.. I am casting everyday and I listed some New Moon and Full Moon spells for real cheap cause you gotta wait for the moon cycle to move through before you can get casted. I also am only casting once.
Usually if someone buys a regular spell it will come with a 3 times casting.
So Yeah, I am witching it up again... and it feels good! I am running out of candles fast and I should buy stock in Satya,, cause I burn a LOT of Nag Champa.
The kids are ok.. Ember was sick as many times as I was this last month. Must have been a killer flu. We did not get flu shots this year..
I am determined to be thinner before my butt is on TV. And I am playing the bass or drumming each day as I cast. Playing a musical instrument grounds me.
Long Live The Mojo Shiznat!